Good Morning Reader,

Its another day closer.

I could understand if you were reader this, you could get the impression that I think I am perfect, and have the world figured out. I hope I do not come off in this manner, but if I do, I understand how you could feel like that. I know I am not perfect, I do not even try to be. I try to be the best person that I can be. I do not have all the answers, none of us ever will. We can push and drive, and want for something so bad, and not achieve it. Its true. You, me, will ever truly know what the fuck we are talking about. Your beliefs are individualized to you specifically. So in saying that, I want us all to try to have a open view of the world. It is easy to get caught up in everyday life, and not see the beauty of the world around us. That is why I always say nothing is truly bad. If your alive to experience a down moment in your life, then I want you to understand that you are alive. There is nothing like living. Get away and just sit outside, by yourself. I try to be more attached to family, and friends, but sometimes I just like being alone. I think that why me and my brother are such goods friends, we both don't talk much. He is a great thinking buddy. The point I am trying to get at is that I want you to think. Just shut up and think. That's why I love being silent. If you would shut up and just watch the world around you, it would amaze you how much growth is around you. Call me crazy if you must, but have you ever just looked at a plant, have you noticed that it grows. No shit right, but look closer, do you notice how when is raining, and harsh storms, the vegetation grows back even bigger, and brighter. Apply that to your life, everyday you have to grow. Because if you did not, that was a wasted day of your life. Do not hold grudges, those people that get so annoyed, and just are up set, right now, this thing is annoying me. I think they think they are gonna live forever. Is that you? Are you still mad at what Chad, or Alexis did last week. This is life, the world moves, it literally never stops moving. You have to be the same way. You can never stop learning, forgiving, loving. I know my mission in life. I say that, with this, Yes, I am going to make it to the NFL Hall of Fame, but that is not my mission in life, that is apart of the picture. Yes I am going to pay of my parents student debt, but that is not my mission, my mission which I think should be everyone's mission. Is to improve. Improve thyself, and what the world around you improve as well. My mission is to give at least one person the courage to give the doubters, the critics, the odds, the status quo, all of them, the middle finger as say forget it, I am going to chase my dream. I want some to tell me before I die that they didn't stop fighting because I never did. That would make my life important, everyone is so focused on personal gain, rather than wanting your success to empower others to do the same thing.  Everyone wants a new, everyone wants a new house, but am I buying a house for my gain, or when making that decision am I going to think about the people looking up to me. If you do not inspire someone, and do not even have the desire to, I hope you die soon, because it is that type of thinking that has killed dreams of the young. When I get on the football team the first person I promised to call was my great grandmother Mamma Carrie, With this hernia popping up, it's a good possibility that I will not play this up coming year. She is old everyone, I am not counting her out, she told me that seeing me doing what I want in life will help her go on. I do not want to get this surgery because of the promise we have made to each other. I am battling time her. Of course there are other reasons why I want to be on the team. But some since of urgency comes from the time she has left. It help me in a way to stay on my toes, after the surgery, I am told to pretty much be on bed rest for a week. The doctor must not know that I am a busy body. So I will rest, but I will grow.
That's what I leave you with today, grow, grow into someone that other see inspiration from. If you are fat, out of shape, do not be ok with that. No one is inspired by that. But if you are ok with that. If you are ok with being average, then be my guest, lets just help move you along to your death. Those are your options really in life. Inspire or Expire.