Hello Reader,

I know I said I was not going to post until school, but I need to get something off my chest. After the surgery, I kept saying I am going to miss this up and coming football season, but I stopped and realized, that I can not put that energy out into the universe. It is not likely, that I play this year, but it is possible, and thats all I need to know. When you dont see the moutain top, you still must climb. Thats having faith, and thats what I am doing right now, I am having faith that even though I have had what looks like a setback, I have faith that my hardwork prior to this will get me on the team. Faith is working for things that are still unseen. I suprised myself by how calm I have stayed through this whole thing. When you in the mix of things, you really dont have time to think, you just do, even in the mix, I still can not complain. Every  obstcale, mistake, everything has led up until now. There is never a perfect time to be great, but I am about to do some amazing shit. I can only talk so much, my actions have shown I belive in my work, the moment of peace I had as they put me to sleep, someone was watching and they said O it is about to get good. Hold on, that is all I can tell you, if it is looking bad, if the people close to you do not see it, hold on. Just keep chipping away at your rock, it will pay off. Is it going to be hard to make the team YES, what makes it harder is I am still a bruised animal, but it is possible. That is all you have to say to to yourself is that it is possible. My battery is dying, I must go now, I leave you with this, If you are going to fight for it, go through hell for it, then why when the pain is to much, why stop. You have been through X,Y,Z. Might as well eat the cake, I mean hell you baked it.